LIBERATION

I simply cannot believe how much 2012 has already CHANGED MY LIFE completely. I must honor Jesus Christ my Father and Saviour, for whom ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. I started to witness the marriage of happiness and long suffering. I have to come to know, you can handle more than you believe you can, you can go the distance, you can see your dreams become a reality. Please do not give up because I have finally experienced the brilliant light at the end of the tunnel and its magnificent.  The best thing about it is, I am on the side and can fully come to know its full manifestation.

ANOTHER DAY???

Sometimes I feel like I am just waiting for the hours of the day to quickly pass by; but for what...to only experience the same pain and loneliness in another day? How will I end this? What will become the ending to my story? Will it be a happy ending or a tragedy?

Daze

Why are some days so challenging to get through? I feel like I am in a daze and watching my self struggle through routine activities. I know life is a gift but on days like this it feels like a curse. Loneliness only makes it worse. Please let tomorrow be a better day.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

I will forge ahead with a plan designed to secure my freedom and my future.  It is really important that I proceed courageously because the light at the end of the tunnel is bursting with an enormous glow waiting to greet me with open arms. The time has come for me to experience life in its purest form.  There is something to live and love for. 

TAKE A STEP AND WATCH EVERYTHING ELSE FALL INTO PLACE

It is absolutely true that taking a first step toward change can move you several steps ahead. It is a matter of trusting yourself and in my case, Almighty God to do what he said HE WILL DO. I am ashamed to admit how long it has taken for me to really be courageous enough to take the first step. The truth is I really do not believe I was ready to experience the emotional trauma that I know would follow. There are so many sequence of events that happen in your life that ultimately prepare you to receive a chain of blessings that have been waiting for your first step to be taken. It is almost as if your personal angels are sitting in heaven with bags of personally wrapped gifts labelled with your name and a sign that reads, "Once our child of God takes the first step you are authorized to drop down a bag full of blessings." Please know there are bags of blessings waiting to be dropped down from heaven just for you. All you have to do is take one step at a time toward the light, make a life changing decision and follow through, stop the cycle of co-dependency that has ruled your life and start living for yourself. Be totally selfish for a change and act as if it's all about you.. Because it is. Everything will fall into place because your blessings are backed up in heaven and the angels are ready for your breakthrough.

AFFIRMATION

This is the YEAR I will take the leap of faith; personally, professionally and spiritually. I am ready to come into my own and truly seek out my fullest potential.

NEW YEAR

NEW YEAR

The first of every year is a difficult time for me because my birthday being this month causes me to reflect on where I am in my life. In my case, chronic depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain due to a lack of serotonin. It's the serotonin that affects your nerve cells, brain function and mood.

Depression is so much more than a difficult or frustrating situation its a day to day, and sometimes second to second feeling. I was untreated for depression for so long because as STRONG A PERSON AS I AM, I could not defeat depression on my own and I felt it made me a WEAK PERSON. Some people think its something you can just snap out of. Most of the time I cannot pinpoint why I am feeling a certain way. I just know how I feel and sometimes I struggle to get out bed and in the shower. Overcoming depression is a complex matter and has to be hard fought to defeat.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

God will never expect you to overcome the trials and tribulations you are equipped to handle. Therefore, put on the whole armour
of God and meet your battle head on.

SACRIFICE

Sacrifice is a willingness to give up an entitlement, a compromise in the interest of peace and a gesture that serves a bigger purpose. It is acceptable to sacrifice when it serves a common good and does not happen out of obligation. It is acceptable when the decision does not weigh heavily on your emotions in the aftermath. Sacrifice should be a decision that embraces your moral compass and supports your purpose in life. A sacrifice should not be made in exchange for your sense of well being or self-worth. Do not sell yourself short by making your LIFE a SACRIFICE for the good of others. Your life is too important and there are people who are waiting for and counting on your success.